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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Nicole Yvette Terrance (Pt.2)

I still remember during my pregnancy period,I have to go to my clinic(gov) review alone,which the clinic is...OMG,too many many people and crowded!Sometime I didn't get a seat,so I stand up for few minutes and even sometimes hours..and the service also...not so good..the staffs aren't so friendly...
A lot of emotions also playing during this time....maybe its because my hubby working far distance,and I have to stay alone,eat alone and sleep alone..I drove to workplace by myself even when my pregnancy reached 8mths. I even cry sometimes,coz...I feels like my hubby doesn't really sense my pregnancy..I've confronted him..and he said,he do happy and grateful but it's just not his way to show off his feeling(well I guess some guys are like this)....and I don't wanna argue,so I just let it be....
But the truth is,I want him to show off his excitement,joy,feelings not for this 1st time...but also for 2nd,3rd and so on (klu ada rezeki...hehehehe..)why can't he?There's nothing wrong to show your feelings....hurmmmm...

But it's ok now...I have my dearest Nicole Yvette now...I promised to cherise her,love her with all my heart and take good care of her as much as I could....
I believe,to gave birth a baby is not the toughest job to do..but to shape her,to paint her into what kind of human she become is the main challenge!